POUCH OF PRIDE
 
Those that cannot forgive have a pouch inside of them that is full of pride that generates lies, deception, anger, bitterness, and an unforgiving spirit. Anyone who is identified with any of the above does not necessarily carry any visible identification to point them out in their fellowship among believers. Most of the time, they have a vibrant life; they sing like every other believer; they could be very conversant with the word of God. Sometimes they go from fellowship to fellowship, yet nothing is visible enough that identifies them for who they are. People like this can be tagged as unbelieving-believers.
Unbelieving-believers grow just like believers grow. Jesus said in Matthew 13:30, “Let both grow together until the harvest and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, ‘First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.’” In deed and in truth, in today’s world, all are actually growing. In some cases, the tares have the tendency to grow and flourish better than the wheat. God is not asleep, neither is He being too busy, but there is time for every situation and all that transpire under heaven. It is written in Ecclesiastes 8:11, “Because the sentence against an evil work is not executed speedily, therefore the heart of the sons of men is fully set in them to do evil.” The Word of God is true and all will come to pass. The Word of God will catch up with every man in every way and every path of life under heaven. Jesus said, “Let them grow together until the harvest time.” He did not ask for their separation at this time, neither has he proposed for them to be stopped from growing. Man can be deceived but God cannot be deceived. Where are you in the hand of God? Is there a pouch of empty pride inside of you?
It is always worthy for a time of self-evaluation that could honestly and sincerely point every man onto genuine repentance. Are you one of the believers that carry a diary of woes? That is, are you one that is having a well-documented list of all those have faulted you, or that are faulting you for the past several years? With a deep and sincere self-evaluation, what kind of diary are you keeping? Your diary could be at the back of your mind or in a written form. There is a genuine excuse for every reason not to forgive and hold onto grudge, bitterness and other forms of evil, but before God, there is no excuse for not forgive others. He sent His most beloved to the cross for every sinner. Peter, quoting from Psalm 34:12-16, stated in 1 Peter 3:10-12, “…He who would love life and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips from speaking deceit. Let him turn away from evil and do good; let him seek peace and pursue it. For the eyes of the LORD are on the righteous, and His ears are open to their prayers; but the face of the LORD is against those who do evil.” Just as humility is good, so pride is evil. What the word is saying here is, refrain and turn from evil by seeking and pursuing peace.
Claiming belief in Jesus is not true in anyone who harbors any form of wickedness like the ones that are mentioned above. 1 John 3:23states, “And this is His commandment: that we should believe on the name of His Son Jesus Christ and love one another, as He gave us.” Do you love one another, or do you love one that you choose to love or the one that you have been able to forgive? So many good things are being said about you, but you are holding on to so many things, like anger and bitterness of heart. It is not what people around you are seeing or saying that matters, but it is what God is seeing about you. Carrying a pouch full of empty pride that is generating lies, deception, anger, bitterness and an unforgiving spirit from one fellowship to another is like walking in darkness. It is also a conscious or unconscious lifestyle that claims to have been fellowshipping with God. Such claim is contrary to the way of God and it is not in line with the message of God as emphasized in 1 John 1:5-7, “If we say that we have fellowship with Him, and walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanses us from all sin.” Will you consider a sincere and honest self-evaluation? Come out of self-deception give it all to God and He will bring you out of all that is wicked and evil.
God is waiting for all who are ready to renounce wickedness, confess and repent.
 
Faith capsule:
Just as humility is good, so pride is evil. 
Claiming belief in Jesus is not true in anyone who harbors any form of wickedness.